You are Healthier than Cancer

There is more health in your body than there is cancer.  Instead of fearing that cancer will invade your body and take over acknowledged that there are organs, limbs and areas in your body that does not have cancer.
Be radical with your thinking and visualize that the healthy cells, body, immune system within you can invade your body with health.  Have faith that your healthy protective side will take over.  We are genetically programmed to survive.

What side are you focusing on Health vs. Cancer?
What side is your faith on?


---- Español ----
Tú eres más saludable que el Cáncer


Hay mucha más salud en tu cuerpo que lo que hay de Cáncer. En lugar de temer que el Cáncer pueda invadir tu cuerpoo, agradece que hay órganos, espacios y áreas de tu cuerpo que no están enfermos. Sé radical en tu forma de pensar y visualiza que hay células saludables, cuerpo, sistema inmunológico con el que puedes invadir tu cuerpo de salud. Ten fe que tu lado saludable se encargará de ello. Estamos programados genéticamente para sobrevivir.


¿En qué te estás enfocando en Salud versus Cáncer?
¿De qué lado está tu fe?

Surrender: Healing does not have to be a struggle - Entrega: La sanación no debe ser una batalla

This is my response to the cancer and all the fear associated to cancer.  As much as I do not want cancer the reality is that I have it or better said had it.  By creating an army to fight the cancer I am identifying with aggression and struggle.  When in reality Healing can be transformative and organic.  By running away from the cancer or attacking or hating the cancer I am in struggle, pain, suffering and FEAR.  So I prayed and gave it all over to God.  I could not live my cancer experience with FEAR and Struggle.  I am done living my life feeling like I am swimming against the current.  I have lived this pattern long enough.  So by handing the Cancer, fear, pain, hurt and struggle over to the Divine. I am no longer burdened and I could go through treatment with acceptance and commitment feeling like all the medicines and treatments were for my highest good and Healing.

--- Español---

Esta es mi respuesta al Cáncer y a todo el temor asociado con él. Por mucho que no quiero el Cáncer la realidad es que lo tengo... o mejor dicho, lo tuve. Creando un ejército para pelear contra el Cáncer me identifico con la agresión y la lucha, cuando en realidad la Sanación puede ser transformadora y orgánica. Huyendo del Cáncer, atacándolo u odiándolo estoy en una batalla, sufriendo y temiendo. Así que oré y se lo entregué todo a Dios. Yo no puedo vivir mi experiencia con el Cáncer temiento y batallando, estoy cansada de vivir mi vida sintiendo como que estoy nadando contra la corriente... he vivido con ese patrón por mucho tiempo. Así que entregando el Cáncer, el temor, el dolor, el dolor y la batalla hacia la Divinidad ya no tengo esa carga y puedo realizar el tratamiento con la aceptación y compromiso sintiendo que las medicinas son por mi bien y Sanación.

Detox MIND BODY AND LIFE - 4 Cancer & CURED - Desintoxicación de la mente, el cuerpo y la vida

By Detoxing on all levels you are now helping your immune system.  Your immune system is on over load right now and has been for while.  By detoxing you are contributing to your healing process. It is a way of you taking charge of Healing.  Let the doctors handle the medicine you can Detox your MIND, BODY and LIFE.  
Detox your Mind: You must question your MIND.   And really ask yourself "How do I know if what I am thinking is true"?
How do I know if what I am told is true?
What is true and if it is true according to who?
You must detox from all the limiting, fear based, guilt based and shame based thinking.  All toxic thoughts need to be questioned.  All mental limitation needs to be questioned and release.

Your mind is susceptible to suggestion so you must be vigilant and witness your mind.  Make sure that your mind is not wondering or focusing on limitation.  The mind can no longer get carried away and take you hostage.
You most DETOX from the ADDICTIONS of your mind.  By questioning your thoughts you are taking control of your MIND.  The mind is addicted to fear, limitation, inhibition and suffering.  
But now that you have Cancer you must realize that you have hit bottom.  

And the truth is: you, nor the doctors, nor the statistics, nor the diagnosis knows what is going to happen.  THE ONLY TRUTH is that ALL is POSSIBLE ALL is POSSIBLE and MIRACLES Happen.  You can not engage in limiting thinking.

BODY: Change your diet.  Eliminate Junk food and drinks.  Eat lots of greens. Juice greens and berries.  Reduce animal by products.  All junk food is bad for you and probably carcinogenic.  Eat organic or at best fresh vegetables.  Detox from the unhealthy eating habits.

LIFE:  Ask “What/ who is in my life that gets in the way of my joy and connection with the Divine”.  And whatever the answer is make sure you start withdrawing from that relationship/ pattern.  
Healing is about change and transformation.  Letting go of what no longer serves us.  Detoxing from unhealthy relationships, dynamics, patterns, beliefs, situations and circumstance.

Love you and honor you,
Aleyda


-- Español --


Por medio de la desintoxicación en todos los niveles tú eres capaz de ayudar a tu sistema inmunológico. Éste ha estado sobrecargado. Desintoxicándolo puedes contribuir a tu proceso de curación, esa es una manera de tomar las riendas de tu sanación. Deja que los doctores manejen la medicina que puede desintoxicar tu MENTE, tu CUERPO y tu VIDA. Desintoxicar tu mente, te pregunatás. Y realmente te preguntarás a ti mismo ¿Cómo saber que lo que estoy pensando es verdad? ¿Cómo saber si lo que se me ha dicho es verdad? ¿Cuál es la verdad y de acuerdo a quién?


Debes desintoxicarte de todas las limitaciones, miedos, temores, culpas y penas basadas en el pensamiento. Debes cuestionar todos los pensamientos tóxicos. Todas las limitaciones mentales deben ser cuestionadas y liberadas.

Tu mente es susceptible a la sugestión y debes ser vigilante de tu mente. Debes asegurarte de que tu mente no está centrándose en las limitaciones. La mente no puede hacerte su prisionero.

Debes desintoxicarte de las ADICCIONES de tu mente. Cuestionando tus pensamientos estás tomando control de tu MENTE. La mente es adicta al temor, a las limitaciones, la inhibición y al sufrimiento. Pero ahora que tienes Cáncer debes realizar que has tocado fondo.


Y la verdad es que ni tú, ni los médicos, ni las estadísticas ni el diagnóstico saben qué es lo que va a pasar. LA ÚNICA VERDAD es que TODO es POSIBLE y los MILAGROS ocurren. No puedes engancharte en las limitaciones del pensamiento.

CUERPO: Cambia tu dieta. Elimina la comida y las bebidas chatarra. Cámbialas por los verdes, los jugos verdes y de frutas. Reduce el consumo de productos animales. Toda la comida chatarra es mala y posiblemente cancerígena. Come vegetales frescos y orgánicos. Desintoxícate de los malos hábitos alimenticios.


VIDA: Pregúntate ¿Qué o quién en mi vida está en mi camino que me aparta de la conexión con la Divinidad? Y cualquiera que sea la respuesta podrás tener la seguridad de que has comenzado a apartarte de esa relación o patrón. Sanarse implica cambios y transformaciones. Dejar ir lo que no nos sirve. Desintoxicarnos implica apartarnos de relaciones, dinámicas, patrones, creencias, situaciones y circunstancias no saludables.

Con amor para ustedes,
Aleyda

"Fierce Faith"

Temple in Hong Kong

When I was diagnosed with Cancer I felt like I WOKE UP!
My Faith Woke Up and it is intense and unshakable.  

The tendency to be in fear and doubt... Disappeared.
The chronic condition of doubt and "What if" could no longer be a part of my thoughts and feelings.  My survival instinct directed me to Faith.  Faith that I am OK and will be OK.  As my Fierce Faith grew the fear lessened and when my mind went to the dark side the presence of Faith somehow allowed me to understand that dark (death) is not a bad place and it is just another dimension, the next phase and it is not a bad place.  Fierce Faith forced me to ask myself where was I before I came to this life and to this body.  How do I know that where I was before looked at this present phase as the "dark side".
Who knows...
But with Faith these thought and realities made my existence with Cancer manageable.  And to this day Fierce Faith is what keeps me centered and accepting my fate and optimistic of the destiny I am presently Manifesting.

Stage IV cancer & Cured

I made a promise to God or to myself, not sure which one of us, long ago to make a difference regarding Cancer. I didn’t know what I was talking about at the time. All I knew was that I was fighting for my life and in a righteous way made statements that I was going to be cured of Cancer.

That Stage IV Breast Cancer did not apply to me and that I was going to walk away with a message “If there is a will, there is a cure” and I said this with determination and bravado.

Boy, I have been humbled in many many ways since those early days of diagnosis. I was diagnosed in 2007 and today I am NED (No evidence of Disease) I call my self Cured. This cure I have been gifted did not come to me because my will is greater than others or yours. I am Cured of Cancer because I am a Miracle. No explanation.

I was blessed with the right doctor, medicines, research, diet, juicing, healer, psychotherapist, acupuncturist, shaman, prayer, community, family, husband, spirit and God. Not sure which one of these did it maybe all in combination. One thing is for certain my surrendering to God I feel was my greatest strength. During my immature phase of post Cancer I felt that if I evangelized my Cancer plan other would follow and the results would be successful. And I did! I think the Divine must have looked upon me with compassion and dismay.

Probably wondering what the hell was I talking about. I really believed that I had the answer to cancer. I was wrong! Since then I have lost dear friends to cancer and some of them way more healthier and conscious than I. They heard my rhetoric and followed my get cured from cancer program and still their fate was to transcend. I was not ready to lose them and it has humbled me and increased my Gratitude for the Life that I have been gifted. The Gratitude of Life is what I now seek to share and grow.

Cancer is part of my fate and maybe yours. I don’t know why I got cured and I don’t know how or what did it. All I know is that I am in deep gratitude. And I pray that you will too. This is a forum of gratitude and miracles. I know that when I was diagnosed I searched for hope. I wanted to know that there were people out there that were in similar situations as me and had been cured. I found none. And here I am hoping to fulfill my promise to the Divine regarding Cancer.

I hope to share my story with you, my experience and hopefully you may gain hope, strength and support. The journey of Cancer is very scary and unique. No one has the same experience or outcome. I hope to share my love with you. Miracles happen it happened for me why not YOU!!

Five Years Cancer Free - Cinco años libre de Cáncer

Being diagnosed with such an incomprehensible disease such as Stage IV Breast Cancer was terrifying. I felt like I was drowning, I knew how to swim, but I was caught in an undertow and I was not sure how to come up for air. This was my first experience with “Letting Go”.

Once I knew I had a Dis-Ease, an aggressive intruder named Cancer attacking my body I desperately searched the internet seeking hope and information.

I felt that if I could find someone with my condition that had made it I would be able to rest. I did not find anyone. Instead, I found gloom and doom, statistics that were not favorable and it was heartbreaking.

When I was diagnosed I was a healthy 33 year old woman and I wanted to meet or read about other regular people that were with a miracle...people who were Cured. Someone like myself today. I am coming up on 5 years Cancer Free and living a full life. I pray that this may happen for you.

This sight is about my journey and the many spiritual and practical lessons cancer has given me. I hope my writings and videos provide strength and love. May my journey with Cancer and transformation be of service to you.

Love, Angels... Namaste,
Aleyda

 Haber sido diagnosticada con una enfermedad tan incomprensible como el Cáncer de seno fase IV fue aterrorizante. Me sentí como que me estaba ahogando; yo sé nadar pero sentí como haber sido arrastrada por una corriente y no estaba segura de cómo salir a tomar aire. Esta fue mi primera experiencia con “Dejarlo ir”.

Cuando supe que tenía una enfermedad, un intruso agresivo llamado Cáncer atacando mi cuerpo, busqué desesperadamente en Internet esperanza e información. Sentí que si podría encontrar a alguien con mi condición que lo hubiera superado podría haber sido capaz de descansar. No encontré a nadie. En cambio, encontré pesimismo y fatalidad, estadísticas de que no había nada favorable y eso fue desgarrador.

Cuando fui diagnosticada, yo era una mujer saludable de 33 años y quería conocer o leer acerca de otras personas normales con un milagro… personas que hubieran sido curadas. Alguien como yo ahora, que va para 5 años Libre de Cáncer, llena de vida. Yo rezo para que esto les pase a ustedes. Esta visión es acerca de la ruta que seguí y de la gran cantidad de lecciones prácticas y espirituales que el Cáncer me ha dado.

Espero que mis escritos y videos les den fuerza y amor. Que mi trayecto con el Cáncer y la transformación que viví pueda estar a su servicio.
 Con amor, Aleyda

Urban Zen Discussion with Deepak Chopra, Andrew Cohen and Arianna Huffington

Technology is the way of the future. It bridges cultures, information and consciousness. Technology is neutral very much like our minds. The information attached to the technology/ like our minds is what needs to be protected, nurtured and disciplined. Technology can either be Empowering or Diabolical- all depending on what it is used and in the manner in which it is used.

It is very much true information technology is making the world smaller and giving voice to the otherwise voiceless, as well as bring light and solutions to complex issues. Spiritual consciousness as the foundation for information technology- ideally could and can change the world in a very positive and enlightened direction. And for this technology needs to continue to thrive.

However, from a micro level technology is posing the immediate problem of personal and interpersonal disconnect. Technology has become a barrier for personal intimate connections. Human experiences and dynamics, family and social systems are changing due to the recent ever so present use of technology. Instant communication is replacing the essence of conversations. Couples are addressing deep intimate feelings or issues through text and email posing a barrier to in person exchange of feelings and thoughts. Parenting is taking a new direction in the ways of protecting, teaching, influencing and for lack of a better word controlling their children.
Technology without consciousness lends it self to personal isolation with the delusion of connecting to the cyber friends and world. Addiction to gaming, blogging, texting, emailing, twittering, etc. is becoming an issue within the fibers of modern families and society.
It is at this level in which the hyper use of technology can become evil separating and disconnecting individuals from their families, friends, community and selves.... Spiritual Consciousness as well as balance and awareness of BEING needs to be the Foundation for Information Technology to truly be for the Highest Good of all beings.

Let Go and Get out of Gods way...

Dear _(Aleyda)___,
Thank you, But I don't need your help today.
Love,
God

This always stops me on my tracks to rescuing.

Co dependency No MORE

We Can Not Do For Others
What they can and should do
For Themselves.

I like this one.

Change

None of us are forced to live our entire lives the way we were brought up, we have the freedom to change, grow and transform...love you Aleyda

Obsessions

The disease of my mind...
The disease of all minds...
Caused by fear healed by love and faith.
The healing is in expanding the mind
Seeing the obsession for what it is a disease, treatable
taking the focus off and seeing beyond the visible and believing in the invisible

Cancer is a RADICAL Disease…Be Radical Heal!!!

I was talking to a friend of mine on the beach one lovely afternoon. Taking in the beauty and grandness of Mother Ocean and I asked her to talk to me about her sister whom had passed away from Cancer several years before. She was her best friend and she missed her. Now, I will make one thing clear the one thing you don’t want to hear about when you have cancer is stories of death and failure. But for some reason I felt I need to know. So I asked her to tell me about her sister. And she described a free spirit, highly connected to body and soul type of woman. She was a mother and creative and passionate about life. She was in her Mid-30’s and had a great life. Well, she shared that her sister was a radical who was connected to her soul and knew what was right for her. And what was right for her was to refuse the harsh treatments. I was at a loss. I SAID WHAT? And she explained that her sister tried some of the medications but did not like the reactions. Her sister felt that there was no need to resist what is, as educated and young as she was she was going to live her life her way. I asked her if she was mad at her sister for not fighting and she said no. I miss my sister but I admire her courage and path.

I remember feeling numb but the word radical stayed with me. It resonated with me. You see the typical course of cancer is you take meds go through pain and suffering and maybe get cancer free or maybe die. She was a radical she choose the natural course of her life. She felt that if she was meant to be on this planet longer she would not have gotten sick. She followed the path of her body. RADICAL nobody does that, I thought. She was and is courageous.

How am I a radical? Well, I have been told that my cancer is not curable and that I need to accept it. I did not accept this. I am a radical in a different way than my friend’s sister I will not accept this prognosis. I will HEAL myself and be a radical by believing that there is such possibility as STAGE IV and CURED. I know no one does this, and so I thought…I DID!!

It is OVER you can RELAX Now

I never thought this would come to me in the mist of the Hurricane called Cancer: It is impossible to resist or fight a hurricane, because it is a force so destructive and powerful- how could you ever win? At best you can try to prepare yourself and pray to withstand the wrath. It is this metaphor that introduced the sensation of powerlessness within my heart and soul. And as I acknowledged the powerlessness over the STAGE IV Breast Cancer –a liver with huge tumors.

I realized that my mind and charisma was not going to think my way out of this one. It is as if my will came to halt. And said I can’t do it anymore. I cannot take care of this issue. I cannot fix it or out smart it. I need a power stronger and wiser than myself I need GOD!! I RELAXED into the will of the Divine.

I felt the Power of my EGO become small and vulnerable and OPEN. I organically surrendered my will my EGO to the Divine. And as I did this surrendering of the EGO, my mind got quite, my heart opened up and the soothing out pour of love started. At that very moment I knew I was going to be alright and I relaxed. I was no longer in charge of my life. I surrendered and knew the divine had a plan for me and my life. A plan called my fate and it was all good..

Sweet ANXIETY

Oh! Sweet Anxiety
How present you are within me
Constant yet passive
Always present
Always there

What am I without you?
I DON'T KNOW
I have always had you with me
I felt your chronic worry as early as when I in the womb

To be carefree...
Would that ever be possible for Me?

My Sweet Anxiety, I ask you what will it take for you to set me free...FREE..At last FREE!

ANXIETY

Anxiety is like a knot the more you pull on it the tighter it gets.
Be soft and tender with it and it will slowly
unravel and go away.

PARADOX

I know how to swim-but I am afraid of WATER.
This is the paradox of life. We KNOW but THE FEAR stops the flow and magic.

I am more teachable when I am not A KNOW IT ALL...

Transformation

Transformation: This means to Change who you are and become who you are meant to be. Go back to the being you were before you started shutting down from YOUR spirit. Before all the "SHOULD" started from your parents, teacher, community and media. Deprogram from YOU SHOULD be: pretty, smart, quite, thin, rich, intelligent, famous, successful, the best, more than and all the fears of not good enough.

Prayer for Parents:
Dear God, Help me to accept who my child is and who they are meant to be.

I did it

I can't believe it but I did it I posted a message and I have not been struck down. I can do this. I can open myself up and tell you that I am at cross roads in life. I don't know what the future hold for me. Not that i ever knew but now I really don't have a general clue. Will i be on chemo, cured, breastless, a mother, away, here, whole, in love? Who knows but I feel peace and an internal security that all will be well. Love A

Do it....just do it!

I have been wanting to write for a very long time now but the fear of inadequacy has held me back, i have discounted my deepest desire. I have rationalized that writing is not my training and that I should stick to what I know best yet my rationalization has not quited my desire.
So here it goes....I am writing and expressing myself openly and freely.
I don't know where to start and I don't how to start but i attempt to share my story of love, loss, faith, tears, laughter, commitment and surrender.