I did it

I can't believe it but I did it I posted a message and I have not been struck down. I can do this. I can open myself up and tell you that I am at cross roads in life. I don't know what the future hold for me. Not that i ever knew but now I really don't have a general clue. Will i be on chemo, cured, breastless, a mother, away, here, whole, in love? Who knows but I feel peace and an internal security that all will be well. Love A

Do it....just do it!

I have been wanting to write for a very long time now but the fear of inadequacy has held me back, i have discounted my deepest desire. I have rationalized that writing is not my training and that I should stick to what I know best yet my rationalization has not quited my desire.
So here it goes....I am writing and expressing myself openly and freely.
I don't know where to start and I don't how to start but i attempt to share my story of love, loss, faith, tears, laughter, commitment and surrender.