"Fierce Faith"

Temple in Hong Kong

When I was diagnosed with Cancer I felt like I WOKE UP!
My Faith Woke Up and it is intense and unshakable.  

The tendency to be in fear and doubt... Disappeared.
The chronic condition of doubt and "What if" could no longer be a part of my thoughts and feelings.  My survival instinct directed me to Faith.  Faith that I am OK and will be OK.  As my Fierce Faith grew the fear lessened and when my mind went to the dark side the presence of Faith somehow allowed me to understand that dark (death) is not a bad place and it is just another dimension, the next phase and it is not a bad place.  Fierce Faith forced me to ask myself where was I before I came to this life and to this body.  How do I know that where I was before looked at this present phase as the "dark side".
Who knows...
But with Faith these thought and realities made my existence with Cancer manageable.  And to this day Fierce Faith is what keeps me centered and accepting my fate and optimistic of the destiny I am presently Manifesting.

Five Years Cancer Free - Cinco años libre de Cáncer

Being diagnosed with such an incomprehensible disease such as Stage IV Breast Cancer was terrifying. I felt like I was drowning, I knew how to swim, but I was caught in an undertow and I was not sure how to come up for air. This was my first experience with “Letting Go”.

Once I knew I had a Dis-Ease, an aggressive intruder named Cancer attacking my body I desperately searched the internet seeking hope and information.

I felt that if I could find someone with my condition that had made it I would be able to rest. I did not find anyone. Instead, I found gloom and doom, statistics that were not favorable and it was heartbreaking.

When I was diagnosed I was a healthy 33 year old woman and I wanted to meet or read about other regular people that were with a miracle...people who were Cured. Someone like myself today. I am coming up on 5 years Cancer Free and living a full life. I pray that this may happen for you.

This sight is about my journey and the many spiritual and practical lessons cancer has given me. I hope my writings and videos provide strength and love. May my journey with Cancer and transformation be of service to you.

Love, Angels... Namaste,
Aleyda

 Haber sido diagnosticada con una enfermedad tan incomprensible como el Cáncer de seno fase IV fue aterrorizante. Me sentí como que me estaba ahogando; yo sé nadar pero sentí como haber sido arrastrada por una corriente y no estaba segura de cómo salir a tomar aire. Esta fue mi primera experiencia con “Dejarlo ir”.

Cuando supe que tenía una enfermedad, un intruso agresivo llamado Cáncer atacando mi cuerpo, busqué desesperadamente en Internet esperanza e información. Sentí que si podría encontrar a alguien con mi condición que lo hubiera superado podría haber sido capaz de descansar. No encontré a nadie. En cambio, encontré pesimismo y fatalidad, estadísticas de que no había nada favorable y eso fue desgarrador.

Cuando fui diagnosticada, yo era una mujer saludable de 33 años y quería conocer o leer acerca de otras personas normales con un milagro… personas que hubieran sido curadas. Alguien como yo ahora, que va para 5 años Libre de Cáncer, llena de vida. Yo rezo para que esto les pase a ustedes. Esta visión es acerca de la ruta que seguí y de la gran cantidad de lecciones prácticas y espirituales que el Cáncer me ha dado.

Espero que mis escritos y videos les den fuerza y amor. Que mi trayecto con el Cáncer y la transformación que viví pueda estar a su servicio.
 Con amor, Aleyda

It is OVER you can RELAX Now

I never thought this would come to me in the mist of the Hurricane called Cancer: It is impossible to resist or fight a hurricane, because it is a force so destructive and powerful- how could you ever win? At best you can try to prepare yourself and pray to withstand the wrath. It is this metaphor that introduced the sensation of powerlessness within my heart and soul. And as I acknowledged the powerlessness over the STAGE IV Breast Cancer –a liver with huge tumors.

I realized that my mind and charisma was not going to think my way out of this one. It is as if my will came to halt. And said I can’t do it anymore. I cannot take care of this issue. I cannot fix it or out smart it. I need a power stronger and wiser than myself I need GOD!! I RELAXED into the will of the Divine.

I felt the Power of my EGO become small and vulnerable and OPEN. I organically surrendered my will my EGO to the Divine. And as I did this surrendering of the EGO, my mind got quite, my heart opened up and the soothing out pour of love started. At that very moment I knew I was going to be alright and I relaxed. I was no longer in charge of my life. I surrendered and knew the divine had a plan for me and my life. A plan called my fate and it was all good..